my brain is just awhirl with thoughts that there is no point in thinking. i hate change. trying to adjust to new situations makes my brain hurt, and i can barely get my thoughts in order in my own head, let alone out loud or on a blog. but i’ll give it a shouting chance, eh?
so, we’re thinking about moving. we have to go all or none with the coffee shop. which basically means, we’re either going to shut down the roasting business (therefore no coffee shop) and go with the “real” job, or quit the “real” job and take a chance with the coffee business. i don’t really care which we go with, as long as we’re okay. in the process of doing all that, we’re also thinking about relocating to the city. that means either renting an apartment or a house, and yet another move. again, there is so much going on in my brain right now, i feel like i want to fly into a million pieces.
to top it off my daughter is one belly drag away from being completely mobile.
as i am watching her right now (i can type without looking…go me!) she is flip flopping and scooting on the carpet…about three feet away from the big blanket i generously laid down so she could stay off the floor. she is forgoing all the shiny plastic, brightly colored toys in favor of feeling the carpet fluff between her fingers. thank goodness i vaccumed today. looks like i’m gonna have to look into a bigger play pen sooner than i hoped. not that i don’t want my kid to develop and all that…i’m just not personally ready for it.
let the chasing begin.