i did it! i did it!
I Done Did It!!!
An Axe Murderer Under My Roof…
have i ever mentioned that i am paranoid? very paranoid. it’s not debilitating. well, not debilitating in the sense that i can’t live my life in a semi-normal unmedicated manner. i’m paranoid enough that i wouldn’t let my husband have sex with me after week 12 of my pregnancy. (until 37 weeks, in which i forced him to do the deed every day until i went into labor….LOL) paranoid enough that i still haven’t spent more than 2 hours without being in the presence of my little girl. paranoid enough that i won’t go farther than 30 minutes away from home when my son is at school, and i am paranoid enough that i will sleep in my children’s bedroom when strange, sick men spend the night in my house.
IL Drama
so my MIL has a new boyfriend.
The Taste of Childhood
uuuuggghhhhhhhh. someone tell my husband to come back home. please? nonono, he hasn’t left me or anything crazy like that. he’s just at work. but that means that along with being deprived of his undeniable masculine presence, i have to take my boy to school in the morning. that means getting up at 6:30…which is not easy when i couldn’t fall asleep until after midnight (shut UP stupid brain!) and was up 3 more times between then and my alarm going off. boo. needless to say, i’m on my second cup of coffee right now. it is especially tasty this morning- yesterday i bought a cinnamon grinder while grocery shopping, and while the cinnamon itself is a little bit chunky for use in coffee, it is still AMAZING. score! for McCormick’s new spice grinders!